Sunday, October 7, 2007


06102007 星期六
我是个怎样的人呢?
我自己也不确定,我现在很矛盾又悲吧。我不知道应该怎样继续走下去,我只知道自杀是件很愚蠢的事,所以我没有这样打算过。昨天和今天我都觉得很没有希望,没有坚持`下去的力气。是为了她吗?真的是她吗?我觉得是吧,只从发现她有男友后我………………………………………..
一路来我对她都有好感,只是我不知道应该怎样对她好好的表白,可能我没有这个信心。以前我有试过和她表白但她没拒绝或接受过我。我们的生活就这样一天一天的过去,到了大学等到她毕业中学,她也进入了和我一样的校园。我觉得自己很幸运因为又可以每天见到她。我还每隔几天特地到她家接她一起上学,只为了能见到她。我很笨对吗?想着,想着我很想知道什么是爱情?爱可以说是喜欢吗?一个男人对一个女人会有怎样的感觉?
我 我 我 我 我 是不英俊而受到拒绝吗?因为我是个胖子?还是我的性格?我可能永远都不会知道,因为我所爱?喜欢?的女生或所认识的女生都没清清楚楚地告诉过我。
这个月的八号我又开学了,不知道上学期我的考试考到怎样呢?我很希望全都及格。我以打算要发奋图强,用工的把书读好。不要让我父母亲对我失望,也不想在感情上放太多希望。
如今就这样笨笨的继续过我这傻傻的生活吧!加油大家!
To those who may or also faces the same situation like me just don’t give up hope, just like what my friend told me may be I mean MAY BE our luck just have not arrive to our doorstep. WAIT is the only word I can give to you and myself. May be WAIT it’s the word that will do us happiness in future. Who knows? What the future will bring to us? What are the things we are waiting for it’s just you and god will know. So JUST WAIT! WTF told you just wait and see… May be it will take a long long time to come by us but I really hope that day the near perfect day or perfect day will be there for you as soon as possible because I really don’t want to live another miserable life anymore again. LOVE IS JUST TOO…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
Fill it yourself it’s your love life not mine. I will fill mine myself thanksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

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<about me>

*Name: Timothy Ng aka nextgig Click on to know more about me

*Age: Salty 18 thats in 2006... Presenting the new age 19 in 2007

*Location: Residing in tropic climated Malaysia, head city, Kuala Lumpur

*Hobbies: basketball, table tennis, customizing car

*Interests: driving at high speed, collecting items

*Likes: girls la of course

*Detests: people who irritate me

*Songs: Many kinds and types of music from Artist like Eason Chan, Fort Minor, Five for Fighting, Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, 50cent, Celine Dion, Lee Hom, James Blunt, Teddy Geiger, Rain, and many many more

*Games: Need for Speed: Carbon, Most Wanted, Ungergound 1, NFS 3, Kingdom Hearts I, Final Fantasy 7, Command and Conquer, Red Alert 2, FiFa 05, 07, NBA 06, NBA Street V3, FiFa Street 2 +++ now for online games like Maple Story

*Movies: Batman Forever, Superman Returns, Fast and Furious, 2F2F, Tokyo Drift, Initial D, Click, The Da Vinci Code, X-Men 1 & 2 only, Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2, Internal Affairs 1 2 3, the changed version The Departed, 300, Primeval and much much more


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